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Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Today woke up in the morning at 7am.
I was late for school,again. Dx
Overslept! x(
I don't wish to.. but i just can't helped.
Reached school at around 7.30am.
Was being punished.
I was standing there giggling.. Don't know why.
I realised John was late too.
HAHA!
He was pretty shocked. xp
Cheow Heng was late too.
I realised that quite many minutes ago because he did not wear spectales. -.-"
Ying Ying was lated too. =X
And a lot of people late..
And we got punished~!
We have to fill up a late coming form followed by our bags and pockets will be checked by the councilors. =X
Checked if we did bring our handphones or any electronic devices, or maybe cigarettes or lighters, etc..
haha, maybe you 'll think that it was funny because councilors checked councilor's bag and pockets.
RAWR!
felt embarrassed lorh.. Still have to wear tie.. AIYO! ><"
Anyway, Lucky Ms Lim and Jon never see it. xD
that Bryan Lim go and spread around.. RAWR!! LOLS.
Funny siah.. ;D
After that punishment, i went to Chinese lesson.
lesson was kinda boring..
After chinese, it was LangArts if i am not wrong.
then followed by recess.
after recess is maths followed by History then Science.
I don't know why today I felt that every lessons were so boring, making me very uneasy.
I wanted to jump around and crazy around lorh!
Siannnzz......!!!
After school went to void deck study.
Then Yue Ling and Huiming say they wanted to go library.
OKAY LORH!
LIBRARY!
Actually i don't wanna go library de..
But 2 VS 1. I lose in the end..
No choice..
haha.
Anyway, today i learned a lot of things lah.. all thanks to HuiMing, She taught me a lot.. hehe!
I can say that she was very hardworking.
thats all for today.. BUAI!

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6:30 PM

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Today woke up at 6.50am.
Had a big headache. RAWR! Dx
OMG! Late for school!
hurry went to wash up.
7am leave home.
About 7.10am reach school if i am not wrong..
Then do morning duty, opened up H Block de doors.
rawr.. tired! headache still going on..
felt my head very heavy and pain.
Sian...
I shall not elaborate so much, I'll skip to lesson bah.
First lesson is Chinese Lesson.
We had a chinese spelling today.
Damn difficult.
Every words don't understand..
But I got confident to get 10o marks for this spelling.
Lols.
Next lesson is PE lesson.
Although I having headache, but i still change to my Pe attire! ;D
I know i very guai.. =X
But i did not play the games...
bcos it was under the hot sun, not suitable for me. xP
PE jiu recess. Had a great time there! haha.
After recess is Maths lesson followed by Science then langsart.
Nothing much actually..
Been drawing and colouring my History poster..
I'm more interested in Art.. =X
Actually after the last lesson which is LangArts, we have Geography ASP.
But I had the Edgefield closure CIP, so can't attend the Geography ASP le..
Hmmm, anyway, i got Certs from them! Muhaha! xD
After that i jiu went home le.. =.="
Thats all..
headache haven't fine yet.. i go rest..
BYEBYE!

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8:10 PM

Yesterday Monday,
I felt sooo great!
Because there is no Dance CCA!
haha, I have free time lorh!
After school went to Compass point de Library.
Saw the Art work outside the library.
It was damn nice lah!
I feel like putting mine on it.. =X
That time i was holding on to a set of A3 size drawing block.
While admiring those Art pieces, suddenly my hand has no friction, i dropped the drawing block.
A loud sound "PAHH!"
people looking at me.. LOLS.
Not need to elaborate so much about the library..
After library, walked home..
thats all..
i know i have a boring day. =.="
BYEBYE

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7:41 PM

It was Sunday, the 27th of September.
Woke up in the early morning 9am plus.
haha, at least earlier than the Pig Chanel.. OINK!
Nothing much in the morning..
Skip to Afternoon bah.
Afternoon at around 3pm i went to Chanel's house.
We played piano and eat snacks.
I taught her the song "Kiss the Rain".
haha. Teach her i want vomit blood liao..
She keep asking, "which notes argh?"
Ask until I forgot what's the next note.
Rawr.. haha!
Hope she quickly learn finish the song bah..
Anyway, the song quite long..
I don't think she won't learn so fast.. =X
We took video too!
Very funny lorh.. xD
She treat me snacks!! YUMMY!! x)
Eat and play the whole day..
Hours seems like seconds. =.="
6pm plus le.. then decided to went home.
thats all!

Picture with PIGG!

BYEBYE!

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7:32 PM

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Today went to Tampines Mall and Tampines 1 with mum and sister.
Shop half day.
Non stop eating..
Nothing much today actually..
After got home,
At around 10pm plus, something happened.
Quarrel with mum.
Felt that she don't understand me.
Begin to dislike her..
I can't do anything!
I got no freedom at all.
My eldest brother and sister can do anything they want and I can't!
That's so unfair!

Pictures taken on that day:

BYEBYE!

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11:59 PM

Friday (25/9).
The day before chiong project until morning.
Things did not finish.
I was panic and I was late for school.

First lesson, DnT Lesson, that day was the Final Race and my car has not completed! Last week the car still can run. But this time, after the design have changed, my car could not run! Both motor and non-motor can't run! I was panic, really panic! While others are trying out their motors and non-motor cars, my other two group members are cheering and clapping for the other groups, without knowing their group's cars can't even run! In the end, my group got zero. I tried very hard yet this is what i got! Can anyone understand my feeling?! I HATES TO BE SOLO!

To my group members: Can you just THINK?! This group is going to fall! Your marks and my marks are flying away! Can you just help me?! I asked you guys to think of a design, is that very difficult?! Let me tell you, if you guys continues to be like this, I AM GIVING UP ON YOU! I 'LL GIVE UP ON THIS PROJECT! I WILL THROW AWAY EVERYTHING! I DON'T WANT TO CARE ANYMORE! I am not going to save it! This is what you want! Don't blame me.

Seriously, I have no time for this now. My other subjects are falling. Don't push everything to me! I am also a human! I have stress! So, stop doing this to me.
After DnT, it was recess, my mood was totally spoiled.
Don't feel like doing duty.
After recess, it was Lang Arts lesson.
We blow balloons for the after school dance step down.
Then teacher asked us not to blow lor..
So we blow a while jiu stop. But some people never stop..
Lang Arts lesson nothing much actually..
After that, it is Science lesson.
Science Teacher did not come. It was relief teacher.
The relief teacher was a female old lady with short hair, she did not wear spectacles, she speak Chinese.
She tried to confiscated my balloons because my friends were blowing it.
She thought those were my friends' balloons.
Then i said "Teacher, that was mine."
then the old teacher stared at me and said "You are prefect right? What's your name? I want to know you."
I give her my name and asked her why.
She was very impolite and scarcity said "What? What do you scared of? I only take down your name. Cannot meh? Teacher wants to know students. Cannot ar?"
What the... I don't even says i am scared larh! She so impolite and still can be teacher. She shouldn't be in our school. What a disgrace! I only said "it was mine" and i didn't said anything.
After that, I asked the teacher very politely. "Teacher, how should i call you? What's your surname?"
She stared at me, refuse to tell me what's her name.
She gave me that kind of look.
She ignores me.
See! What kind of teacher is that!?
How can a teacher ignores a student?!
And she anyhow scolds students.
She refuses to tell me her name. So, she is afraid of me and not me afraid of her.
How can a teacher be like this?
She is the worst teacher i have seen.

After the Science lesson, I went to dance step down.
Took some pictures over there.
had a lot of fun..
We dancers played some games, it was really fun.
After games, we celebrated with food and drinks.
Then followed by dancing.
anyway, the whole thing was fun jiu dui le la..
After Dance step down jiu went home.
Thats all.. i think i should end here le..
byebye.

Pictures:

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9:55 PM

Few days ago, Thursday,
During Ct & Lang Arts lesson, Yue Ling gave me a Octopus toy as my birthday present!
THANK YOU YUE LING! I LOVE YOU! ^.^
MUHAHAHAA!!!
To Chanel: Where's my present? ;DDD I waited very long lorh.. haha, wait for you to save enough money, Singapore 'xia xue' liao! x)
Art Lesson - Chiong-ing my drawings..but still, did not finish at the end of the lesson. I told Mr Wong I'll hand in to him after school, he said alright. Phew! Lucky he gave me enough time to finish it up. Or my marks will be gone..

Chinese Lesson - Had a Composition Class Test (Ying Yong Wen, Gong Han) , i find it okay la.. although i not very familiar with it.
History Lesson - Chanel got another bonus mark. Total she got 4 bonus marks! Dx I only got 2 bonus marks.. I just need another two bonus, then i can pass! come on teacher..close one eye la.. just give me pass, will you? ):
Maths Lesson - Teacher gave us EOY'08 Maths paper 2. I find it very difficult. I think my EOY'09 cannot make it le la.. D; I have to work double hard le.. cannot be so lazy..

After school i went to Compass Point alone.
Decided to chiong for my DnT which is the day after.
I was very worried for my DnT project.
I rush there to buy something for my DnT.
Can't find anything for my DnT..
Then i went to have my lunch at kopitiam.
After lunch, I went to the toilet to change out my uniform to Pe Attire as i have to rush back school to attend my CCA.
Reach school at around 2.55pm.
Do warm up and dance practices begin.
That time i really wasn't myself and I keep forgetting dance steps.
i felt myself very useless.. D;
My teacher asked me to lengthen my arms and keep straight at the times, he said i dance too soft.
Sad larh..
Don't know what's happening to me..
But I'll keep trying until i get it right.
After dance i went to Rivervale Mall, searching things which can help in my DnT.
I called my Mom to give me some ideas.
Instead of her giving my some ideas, She scolded me Stupid.
She said my group members don't even bother to do, why should I do everything..
She even said my group members are smarter than me because they pushed everything to me and they don't have to do so much.
I was very agitated, I shouted and scream at her, I said "I already failed 4 subjects! What do you expect me to do?! I can't just leave my DnT alone! I can't failed another subject anymore! This is my last chance! My very last chance! this is counted in my exams results. My group members can't help out anything, what can i do?! I have to do it by myself!"
My mom said "failed then failed la! Your group members don't even care to help you."
I can't take it anymore, I hang up the call.
She don't understand how much stress i am having now, she still make me so pissed off.
I ran to a voiddeck and tears drops.
I sat at the staircase and started to think.
No one can help me now.
I have to buck up, i can't cry anymore. Time is not waiting for me.. I have to act fast now..
Sat there for about 5 to 10 minutes, i thought of something.
I ran back to rivervale mall and bought my stuffs.
I bought presentation boards and some materials.
Carry those big heavy boards and walked back home.
Sweating..Tiring.. Really hate this project!
Group members not cooperating with me!
After i got home, I went to have my dinner.
Quite angry with my mom, but what she said was somehow right..
I ate a lot of bowls of rice and porridge.
I was too frustrated so stuff everything in my stomach.
after dinner, i bathe and start to work on my DnT.
Work until morning, never get to sleep jiu go to school le..

Will be continued at the next post...

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6:40 PM