
Chinese Lesson - Had a Composition Class Test (Ying Yong Wen, Gong Han) , i find it okay la.. although i not very familiar with it.
History Lesson - Chanel got another bonus mark. Total she got 4 bonus marks! Dx I only got 2 bonus marks.. I just need another two bonus, then i can pass! come on teacher..close one eye la.. just give me pass, will you? ):
Maths Lesson - Teacher gave us EOY'08 Maths paper 2. I find it very difficult. I think my EOY'09 cannot make it le la.. D; I have to work double hard le.. cannot be so lazy..
After school i went to Compass Point alone.
Decided to chiong for my DnT which is the day after.
I was very worried for my DnT project.
I rush there to buy something for my DnT.
Can't find anything for my DnT..
Then i went to have my lunch at kopitiam.
After lunch, I went to the toilet to change out my uniform to Pe Attire as i have to rush back school to attend my CCA.
Reach school at around 2.55pm.
Do warm up and dance practices begin.
That time i really wasn't myself and I keep forgetting dance steps.
i felt myself very useless.. D;
My teacher asked me to lengthen my arms and keep straight at the times, he said i dance too soft.
Sad larh..
Don't know what's happening to me..
But I'll keep trying until i get it right.
After dance i went to Rivervale Mall, searching things which can help in my DnT.
I called my Mom to give me some ideas.
Instead of her giving my some ideas, She scolded me Stupid.
She said my group members don't even bother to do, why should I do everything..
She even said my group members are smarter than me because they pushed everything to me and they don't have to do so much.
I was very agitated, I shouted and scream at her, I said "I already failed 4 subjects! What do you expect me to do?! I can't just leave my DnT alone! I can't failed another subject anymore! This is my last chance! My very last chance! this is counted in my exams results. My group members can't help out anything, what can i do?! I have to do it by myself!"
My mom said "failed then failed la! Your group members don't even care to help you."
I can't take it anymore, I hang up the call.
She don't understand how much stress i am having now, she still make me so pissed off.
I ran to a voiddeck and tears drops.
I sat at the staircase and started to think.
No one can help me now.
I have to buck up, i can't cry anymore. Time is not waiting for me.. I have to act fast now..
Sat there for about 5 to 10 minutes, i thought of something.
I ran back to rivervale mall and bought my stuffs.
I bought presentation boards and some materials.
Carry those big heavy boards and walked back home.
Sweating..Tiring.. Really hate this project!
Group members not cooperating with me!
After i got home, I went to have my dinner.
Quite angry with my mom, but what she said was somehow right..
I ate a lot of bowls of rice and porridge.
I was too frustrated so stuff everything in my stomach.
after dinner, i bathe and start to work on my DnT.
Work until morning, never get to sleep jiu go to school le..





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