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Saturday, February 6, 2010

Just found out something..
Whenever i saw my bed, i felt that it has been a very long time since i sleep there!
Because i always either sleep on the floor? or on the sofa, or on the table or even in my mum's room, etc..
Most of the time when i reached school in the morning, i was wondering..
"How did i ended sleeping here and there? What was I doing before i fall asleep? How did i landed there sleeping?"
Hahas, weird uh?
Sometimes can recalled , sometimes not.
I know my memory is getting worser and worser, not only that, my brain is lagging too.
Urghhh...was wondering how did i ended up like this, why did i become like this?
I was a lazy person, always had only few hours of sleep, often do last minute work (or should i say i never once handed in work on time?).
Maybe not only that, there are some more..
Anywae I still handed in my work.
Talking about this, i thought of my Chinese Teacher (the current one).
She is very strict about handing in homework on time.
If we hand in late, 5 marks will be deducted.
So sometimes i was speechless lurhs..
Bo bian, die die also must finish it by today.
I can do her homework like siao.
Sometimes because of her homeworks, i ended up staying back in school rushing until 6pm plus, but at the same time i did putting in efforts and not rushing without using those good words. (:
I do fond of her learning attitude lurhs.. wondering when will i be that disciplined like her.. i know that she can teach me well, teach me to be a on time person! but is whether i want it or not..
i know some of your will say, bing you can do it de larh.
Hahs, i know larhs, But the problem is i am that lazy.
I am trying to get out of this bad habit.

Share this with your, it was by HongWei on facebook if i am not wrong..
"HABIT are jus like that.. you remove the H, you still have ABIT. you remove A, you still have BIT. if you remove B, you will, eventually, still have IT"

agree with this? I am totally agree with this. and is very true..
Okaes, I am trying my best to get rid of this habit, hope i can do it.
BING! WAKE UP! NO MORE DAY DREAM! GET THINGS RIGHT! PAY ATTENTION! BE ALERT!
Seriously, from primary school till now, this bad habit i am having now is so sticky here.
I give you an example.
During English Class, I was doing Maths.
During Maths, I was doing Art.
During Art, I was day dreaming or playing a fool.
During Chinese, I became lazy and don't feel like doing anything.
After school, I went for CCA.
After CCA, I chiong everything!
You can like OH MY GOSH! but, is serious.
Primary school, i remembered quite clearly?
The day before Maths test, I was studying for Science.
you can say "BingBing, *clappings* You are 'GREAT', you are too powerful!"
Now you know how last min i am..
Did you know me better? (:
I know how horrible am i.
Haha, you will soon get used to it. ;D
Still remember i told you about the lack of sleeping?
Oh well, if you see me like getting older and something, don't be shocked, you are expected. (:
Telling you one secret, i should be sleeping now.. but yet i am here using computer. -.-
Now is 5.11am.
GOOD MORNING EVERYONE! Hope you have a great day later on after you wake up.
Almost everyday i was like this, wondering i still have how many more days to survive..because of lack of sleep.
Oh yea, guys, don't have to worry about me. I am totally fine!
As i said, I will try hard to get rid of these,right? (:
The Reason i am posting up all my bad points because i really hope i can do it..with the promises i made to myself? so everyone can be witness?
at the same time to know me better?
I know not only these so you know me very well, but will let your know me better de larh..
I will tell you more about me IF i am free and i wish to..
Hope that i won't regret after posting this post.
I guess i am done?
alrites, maybe is time for me to say 'goodnight'?
Byes...

*Will get rid those bad points i have, hmm, when should i start? tomorrow? now? alright, i dun want rush myself, it will be very stress, that will only make me more lazy.maybe this coming monday or next monday start the new me. But I have to complete all the assignments i have now! Jiayous!*

It has been such a long time i typed so much words on blogging. felt happy. but i feel like i was talking rubbish? if that's so, lols, think it as a crap then haha. but i will try.. maybe these are my current goals? not sure...

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