Resistance♥

Friday, March 11, 2011

By the way, I've been doing well .
I enjoy my life now, it's full of colours .
It's no longer black and white . (:
I have my close friends , brothers and gan-mama .
They bring colours to my life, and make me cherish the things around me everyday .
I broke up with him long ago, though I've never mention bout him at all for these years .
Maybe this is the best solution and will make things easy for us to do .
Currently I never thought of accepting another relationship .
It's not easy to fall for someone and forget someone you really love..
Single is the best ! :D
Lets just concentrate on our work and studies !
As well as do our very best for the upcoming SYF !
I know it's very tiring/exhausting and unbearable, but dancers, lets pull it through ! Alright !? :D
Anyway, I've quited th kiddy art job during the end of Jan . (:
Besides this, I'm still in contact with my lion dance troupe .
The 1st - 15th Chinese new year days are not easy, haha !
During that time I was struggling with time management and body stamina .
Bai Nian, CCA, Lion Dance, Studies, ART, Lacking of Sleep, etc ..
That time was really GG for me .
My family members do not know I joined lion dance, and I never want them to know .
Even they knew it, I will deny it no matter what .
Because I know they will disapprove it..
Playing Lion dance is one of my passion and hobby/interest .
I don't want to give up on it ..
So during the bai nian, i actually "sneaked" out and went for chu shi .
My brother and mum suspected me, but what can I do ?
I have to deny everything no matter what .
I lied to get what I want .
Actually what's wrong bout lion dance ?
Why does so many people disapprove me of playing it ?
Is it because I'm a girl ?
Can't a girl play lion dance ?
Seriously I'm very curious luh..
But bo bian lah, I just love it, and no one is going to stop me . .__.
Anyway I joined Lion Dance since last year, which is 18 June 2010..
hahas! it's going to be my one year in there ! ^^
As for my CCA during new year days..
I have to skipped it for couple of practices . D:
Oh damn it~ laoshi get so fed up of me and I almost kicked out from the syf.
Laoshi knew I was in lion dance.. but I can't tell her that i went for chu shi and not going for her practice, if I were to tell her this, I'l be in hot soup ! Dx
So I lied again..
I told her I have a fever, cough, flu and sore eyes .
laughs, out of these examples, only sore eyes and cough was the true one .
But still, I was scolded until very jialat.. -.-
Aiya, anyway who cares lah... it's over now. (:
During the new year days, I looked very shagged and tiredd..due to the lack of sleep and over active . ==
But the days were really pretty fun and thrilling after overcome so many problems . :D
I learnt many things too . haha . (:
Alright, lets talk bout now or the most recently ones?
I actually went to Malaysia with the lion dance troupe for Yew Keng .
My family doesn't knows bout it . But my friends do .
I had a great time there. (:
Going abroad with friends is one of my wish~
It's now fulfilled ! :p
As for now.. My plans is to study hard, play hard, and work hard !
I know N-level is around the corner , but I'm BROKE!
SO ! I'm looking for a job again!
I know it's not the right time..but I have no choice .
I really need money, and I spent almost all of my money . ):
I'll try to balance my studies as well . (:
I think that's all i have to say ?
Goodbye . =)

Nothing is gonna change my mind..
I finally know what I want..
This is my life.
If anything bad happens, I'll take the responsibility .

♥our lips must always be sealed

10:34 PM