-Compassvale Secondary School- -2011- Modern dance...
GET A GOLD !!!
Should I be upset or joy ? What we are aiming and hoping for are Gold With Honour . But end up we got a Gold... );
Siqh . What a disappointment ? The dancers cried.. I don't know if it was tears of sorrow or tears of joy . Well, I can see they were actually in tears of sorrow.. But the thing is.. I did not cheer or cry..
I do not have any reaction when the results are annouced .
Am I cold blooded ? Do I even have emotions ??
Or am I already well-prepared for the results ?
Or I don't even care?!!
I was so confused with my feelings .
Then, one of the dance teachers in-charge asked me "bingbing, how do you feel bout the results ?"
I probably know why she asked this question..
The reason might be because I TOTALLY HAVE NO REACTION TOWARDS THE RESULTS! D:
And so, I replied this "Erm...I'm not sure..Or should I say i do not know how to describe my feelings..", after saying, I quickly walked away . (Trying to Run away from any further questions . D:)
Somehow or rather, I know me myself wasn't very happy bout the results .
Because I was hoping for a Gold With Honour ? I didn't really set that high expectation .
It was because I know If expectation was being set so high up, the rate of disappointment will increase .
Meanwhile, I was also trying to convince myself that getting a Gold isn't that easy .
In fact, Getting a Gold is already very Incredible !
But was that a lie to myself ?
I don't know .
Or maybe I should just leave this matter aside .
Whatever has done is already done .
Lets just put the pasts aside and move on to our future . :D
JIAYOUS!
♥our lips must always be sealed
11:04 PM